chaos=peace

Though I never knew what love was
I spoke of it
Your eyes were never blue…but they might have as well been since I got attached to them so…
It is hot
and humid
Despite the chaos in me and around me I look for peace
Somedays
I feel it so near
Somedays..Chaos is me
Months come
and nights leave
once i said
to you
….that
2ad el7eroof f 2asaaami el3ashe2een ba7ebak
and i did
then
that once
and on other ocassions
but now
my soul has chosen to cry
and weep
in sorrow
of breaking free
and aiming higher
I will right to you here
where you can’t find me
so that
you
somehow can dettach
and where I can rebound
with words